wah lao...NSRS was a pass!haha....was so afraid i failed....then went out with yeo,ming,fauzi,xiumin,angie and mei yi.....went to play pool.. had a gd time chit chatting etc....met my mum and sis for dinner ...the day was going by alright...until my spoonin'sis came and flare her spoonin'PMS attitude at me...wat a mspooner......which really made me wish i had not been born or die earlier and go heaven dun have to see her spoonin'PMS bitchy slut attitude!arghs! gonna lock her out of my room today...can't be spoonin' bothered with her...want her to move out!GOD make that prayer come true and may i meet with a accident soon and die faster!AMEN!....guess i not going to do up my hair and etc.....my mum only spoonin'pamper my spoonin'bitchy slut sis..... she never keeps any promise or pact she made with me.....my efforts are futile....shall just fail my exams and let her disown me..... i feel like dying....why must i be born in this world.....i got spooner family members....people think i am lucky but i envy them more....let me die faster....why din i go and try suicide...i did once by trying to overdose myself with diff types of medicine but it din work....now feel like sliting my wrists till they bleed and flood they whole house......all my mum does is pamper my sis as my sis is giving her money and is among the children that has the most money....promnises and pacts made are just er bian feng to her......i am just a piece of toy which whenever they are bored then they play with me if not they will just throw me aside and ask me to go to hell...FINE!!!I WILL GO TO HELLL! let the devils take over my life coz i so do not wanna live in this kinda messed up spoonin'family...kill me when i sleep thats the best.....!